
Whew, I finished this book a while ago. For some reason it's been a beast forcing myself to write an entry about it. Conclusion: I hated it?
Curtis Sittenfeld's*
Prep follows the high school life of Lee Fiora, a middle class girl from Indiana who pushes through life at a ritzy prep school on the East Coast. Lee is perhaps the most self-absorbed, insecure, and unlikeable character I have ever encountered. Surely the reasoning behind Sittenfeld's book was to display high school insecurities and inner thoughts in a way that was completely honest. But, if I was ever as judgmental and whiny as Lee, I would hope that I would at least be self-aware enough to censor my thoughts a little.
Lee's inner monologue reveals her true personality which, frankly, if I had ever contemplated, I would keep to myself. She's cruel to her parents who just want the best for her, because they are embarrassing and drive a funky car. She's disgusted by fat people. She drops her first friend at school for another girl in order to work her way up the social ladder.
Interestingly, I was talking to my friend
Allie about the book and she said that she read it, really loved it, and went out and bought other books by Sittenfeld. I was shocked. I'm not sure what it was about this book that made my skin crawl. I kept thinking to myself that I
should like it
because of its honesty. Sittenfeld goes out of her way to recreate an authentic boarding school experience, but perhaps that not what I wanted to read. If I can't get behind the main character, the book is lost on me forever.
*As a side note, Curtis Sittenfeld is a woman. When I was reading (or rather, listening) to this book at the beginning, I definitely had it in my mind that it was written by a man. At the start of the book, Lee is having feelings for an older female student who she has encountered. She wonders if she is gay, imagines kissing the older student. In my mind, assuming that
Prep was penned by a man, I continued to roll my eyes thinking that this guy, Curtis, was indulgently fantasizing that every young girl at boarding school experiments with her girlfriends. Ha, ha, after looking at the back of the book, I realized that Curtis Sittenfeld is, in fact, a woman. Still, this certainly could have tainted my reactions to the book as a whole.